A Lesson in Defiant Joy

Guest author and COLONTOWN admin Lindsey Musick on living with defiant joy as a stage iv cancer patient in the time of COVID 19.

Facing scan-anxiety: small acts of hope and defiance


By Robin McGee, Dec 12, 2016

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 Tomorrow is my five-year CT scan.  Two days later is my five-year scope.

My rational mind knows that these tests are simply pictures of my reality.  And rationally, I know that whatever they reveal I will somehow cope.

But my subconscious mind has other ideas.